It’s been a while. We are still on a break from the lifestyle. At first I was upset about the vanilla of it all, but Alpha knows what’s best. Shortly afterward, I got a pretty serious health diagnosis and the pieces fell into place. I have since quit my job and I’m just caring for our home and myself full time. I am grateful that with Alpha’s new job (that he loves) we can afford to do this, with careful budgeting of course. Since I can listen to my body and rest whenever I need to, things are really improving. Alpha is still the dom and I am still his sub, even if we aren’t doing anything kinky. I do miss it though.
I miss the spankings. I miss having my ass filled and my pussy locked up for his pleasure. I miss being told when and where to do whatever Alpha wants. Whether that’s watching a show with him , sucking his dick while he plays video games, or just having sex whenever he wants. Most of all, I miss how it makes me feel extra cared for.
I realize now that he was right to call this break, we needed it. I hope we resume it, but as I said before, that is up to my Alpha. We will do whatever he thinks is best. I love this man so much and I am so grateful for him.
The Life of Luna 